Monday, July 22, 2019

Artist's Statement

I just applied for an art grant and had to write an artists statement which goes as follows:

I'm an artist working in narrative, mostly writing and illustrating, but some film making and animation. I wrote and illustrated a graphic novel over the course of five years, it's published on ComiXology, called Red and the Wolfe. Drawing writing and illustrating is all I do (people who see me working have asked 'is this all you do?' I thought it was doing a lot). I go into a coffee shop and work every day, making myself available to the work whatever it is, often it lets me know whats going on in me. I confront everything with it, sex, taboo, religion, parenting, innocence, anything that makes me uncomfortable I attack voraciously with my art. Reactions are varied from dismissive to offended to people who are very complimentary. I mostly hear this through the YouTube comments on an animation I made in 2010 that overnight garnered a swell of attention. I went to an art school, toward the end I started skipping classes to go to life drawing labs because I love it so much and it is the thing I miss most. I am currently working on another graphic novel called The God Labs which is about scientists trying to open a gate into heaven. The idea being to explore through the story what people actually have faith in and how faith and control are at odds with each other and how this juxtaposes against science and religion. Also how science and religion seek to control similar things and how paradoxically both can equally include or exclude faith and dogmatic belief systems. I recently made a short video for my YouTube channel to promote the project, since that is about the only place my work has gotten traction. I don't make a living from my art but I am irresistibly compelled to do it and have never had a regular job or even taken commissions. I don't accept commissions because I would greatly struggle with making someone else's work and it has always just turned out to be an expression of my feeling toward the client or the work. The only income I have from my work is pennies from the occasional sale of Red and the Wolfe, but it was pirated before I even had published it in entirety. This was actually encouraging, that someone cared enough to want to distribute it on their own; and has lead me to randomly encounter people world wide who have read it. One person in Belgium even claimed to have bought it after pirating it! At any rate I am Nicholas Rubatino and this is all I do.

Friday, July 19, 2019

Monday, July 15, 2019

Wednesday, July 10, 2019

The perfect being ii

Another iteration of the perfect being, this time with Klaus Kinski’s eyes

Tuesday, July 9, 2019

The Perfect Being

Some years ago my friends and I were discussing how to make the perfect being and I developed this mock up. For the base we start with Patrick Steward of course, then add the eyes of Parker Posey, the smile of Fairuza Balk and the mustache of John Waters.

Debbie Shall Commune with the Angels


Monday, July 8, 2019

Saturday, July 6, 2019

Friday, July 5, 2019

Wednesday, July 3, 2019

Tuesday, July 2, 2019

Monday, July 1, 2019

Saturday, June 29, 2019

Friday, June 28, 2019

The Skullmen suffers not such innuendo!

“Ah! My beloved Skullmen! When will you ask me to marry you?” His reply: “Never you slut!”

Wednesday, June 26, 2019

Turkey Day Death Day

A turkey I made to celebrate the day in November when we in the United States annihilate all the turkeys and devour their breasts except for the one turkey the president of the United States pardons and from that one turkey the entire world repopulates with turkeys. The pilgrims, of whom I am a direct descendant, accepted this charge from the natives of this land along with maize

Tuesday, June 25, 2019

Protect me from what I want

Please Sweet Child, let me save you from what you want

Monday, June 24, 2019

My hands

My hands when I was probably 5. As a gift to our parents we traced around our hands and decorated them then attached a little poem about our hands. I decorated mine with all the symbols I could think of

Saturday, June 22, 2019

Thursday, June 20, 2019

St Valentine

St Valentine didn’t look the way most anticipated. Also some bonus bathroom sign iconography.

Wednesday, June 19, 2019

Jesus

Picture of Jesus from when I was a kid

Monday, June 17, 2019

Saturday, June 15, 2019

The Count

The Count desires a kiss, sweet darling. Would you deny your count a kiss?

Friday, June 14, 2019

Shoehorns

She presided over this climax of genitals with the dignity of a shoehorn.

Thursday, June 13, 2019

Early Censorship

My response to my teachers censorship of violence when I was around seven. Two massively muscular men, one throwing a fireball directly through the abdomen of the other

Monstermen


Tuesday, June 11, 2019

Killer Robot

Here is a killer robot I drew when I was 7 years old. He has skinned and crucified one person to his chest, others are desperately trying to destroy him and his rocket jet hands. If I recall the boomboxes on his shoulders are meant to be missile batteries because I saw it in a picture of one of the mechs from mechwarrior

Friday, June 7, 2019

The path to hell is paved with self-believers

“You know the true way to hell? It’s believing in yourself.”

Thursday, June 6, 2019

Wednesday, June 5, 2019

Monday, June 3, 2019

Saturday, June 1, 2019

Friday, May 31, 2019

Mangle the Bear

Mangle the Bear, just loves to cuddle with hons

Wednesday, May 29, 2019

Moth Balls

He finally saw it: Moth’s Balls; they smelled just as bad as everyone said.

Tuesday, May 28, 2019

Friday, May 24, 2019

Thursday, May 23, 2019

Wednesday, May 22, 2019